Status Quo

Nothing doing, no real symptoms – just a little tired but nothing crazy, sore boobs, but I always get that the week before my period… I think I’ve almost convinced myself this didn’t work, but then I think that maybe, just maybe a miracle happened… I don’t know how I’m going to make it till the 30th… Pretty sure I’m going to break down and test early, but trying to hold out till the morning of my beta. I don’t want to be let down too early and walk around depressed, but at the same time I don’t want to hear the results from the nurse and lose it then…

This is just SO hard. At least when I was stimming there was anticipation and hope and something active on my part. Now it’s just waiting….hoping, but fearing being let down yet again.

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